I honestly wished it was just part of the whole April Fools trick.

I knew from a week ago I actually messed up. Didn’t know it was really a “big” one.

I really don’t know what to do. So I’m concealing everything with a happy face. Well, who am I fooling? But then it was the April Fools’ day.

I’ve been a fool though for the past 9 months, not to mention being a nuthead and a complete idiot for dumping lazy shit up my ass. I’m a failure, y’know. A pink-colored-slip kind of motherfuckin’ failure.

Bedtime for the past 2 weeks: 6am. So unhealthy.

Though I’m trying to make this day an exception, I’m still wide awake; Time check: 3.37am.

Tomorrow’s scheduled issuance of clearance: 9am.

Uni is an hour away from the house.

Takes me 1-1 1/2 hrs. to prepare, so must be up by 6.30-7am.

I seriously have to start on my summer job come April. (lol, it’s already April, me idiot) My butt is already effin’ huge sitting in front of the pc for damn eternity. But wait, I have to sit there for hours too. O_o

I messed up again. Sigh.

Was able to catch the Zettai Kareshi trio in 「脳内エステIQサプリ」 tonight though they’ve only appeared for a few minutes. Sorry for the crappy caps. It’s still airing though, not sure if they will reappear. Hopefully there’ll be dl clips later, Hiro and Moco looked really good. Ok, Aibu was cute too. lol

Not sure if there will be a Nakai Masahiro’s Star Bowling show for this season’s dramas, but I’d be so thrilled if they’ll have it. Imagine CHANGE + Last Friends + Zettai Kareshi, oh my, heaven! Please… let there be one.

I am soooo gonna get that Seventeen issue, cause I failed to buy the first one.

KYAAAAAAAAA~~~~!!! Too precious to miss.

♥♥♥

Grandma passed away at 90.

Not a really good Monday, I guess. The Econometrics exam was a mess I’m really worried that I’d fail. Since I got home a bit early today, I decided to watch Hachikuro. For some reason, I loved this particular scene and didn’t know why I almost felt like crying when I saw it. Sigh, how ironic when happy things like this could make you feel so sensitive. -_-

3 different colorings for a single cap. Well, it’s technically only 2 since the first one was the original screenshot which I guess looks better than my desperate attempt on PS, and thought of enhancing the drawings’ colors but no, I failed. I’m playing with Photoshop lately and it’s starting to be my anti-depressant kind of procrastinating activity. Still has a room for improvement, maybe?

God I really can’t afford to fail anything this semester. >.<

So I’m in a guilty mood right now for breaking my promise to not procrastinate during this whole final exams week. UGH. I was looking for news articles I could use for my PubSect analysis paper but damn Inquirer only led me to my roughly 2 hours of ~*~slackfest~*~ and stalked this certain Brian Gorrell’s blog and his mouthful of haterade for his ex-lover ‘Dj Montano’ who owes him a big bunch of $$$ and his group of socialite friends. HAHA. Showbiz.

And I suddenly missed stalking bryanboy’s blog. That faggot, LOL. Honestly, I thought he was that ‘bryan/brian’ that news was talking about, so hurriedly went to his blog, but no it wasn’t him, though he had an entry about it and lead me to the main culprit (:D), so yeah, good thing the name immediately came to mind. LOL. Gone are those Nasty,Teentalk,GT forums/random blog lurkings/dial-up online days. I’m missing them now, awwww… Well except for the dial-up, nah-uh.

When I think about it, all the stuff I used to do online before I got into this whole Japanophile phase are starting to resurface lately. Not that I’m getting tired of my fandom or anything, it’s just that I’m suddenly rediscovering my old loves. No, not gonna do IRC nor friendster anymore, LOL. Real life stuff, hollywood stalking and some good music that I can understand even without translations will never get out of style. Still cracks me up, makes me swoon to some degree and makes me go “wtf! why didn’t I hear about this?!” I love to go back, listen to old/neglected and new music (and feel less stupid for deleting all the songs in my ipod) and relive old interests. HAHA. I sound like I just got back from a yearlong exile! Whatthe. But wait, I didn’t say I’d be having less of my fandom dose. Defensive?

‘Cause I almost forgot to update this thing (though I’m spamming my recent posts with pics and caps), a single cap for now and uh, I really need to study Econometrics. I’m on hiatus at LJ since yesterday but still checked it like whoa today. I SORE DAMN FAIL AS A STUDENT. Orz Need to keep my promises, it’s the final exams for jeebus’ sake! T_T

Hiro’s recent diary made me laugh and green with envy so hard, I swear would love to switch places with his puppy. ORZ

Her name’s Ricci, a 7-month old Chihuahua. Hiro calls her his “daughter” and will often mention her on his mobile diary. She recently had her surgery and since then she seems to be really hyper. Hiro mentioned how she’s fond of licking his lips recently, filling it with saliva even for just a few seconds. When he tries to stop her she would lick it more and eventually try to stick her tongue on his mouth, BUT OH WELL YOU CAN’T, DADDY HIRO KEEPS HIS MOUTH CLOSE AND JUST LET YOU LICK HIS LIPS. Still, that really naughty girl will try to come and attack him when he becomes loose and comfortable. AHHHHHHH!!! I was really, ahhh, speechless for a second there. XDDDD She’s 7 months old, a Chihuahua, and she’s licking Hiro’s lips for who-the-hell-in-the-world’s sake. I’m envious here. O_____________o

Interviews and photo shoots for Zekkare have already started. Can’t wait to see him in glasses. *_*

Then during this week’s Kinmirai, he said something about half of his pelvis had to be removed due to excessive soccer training, probably resulted to a serious injury. (Thanks Teri for telling me about this, or else I won’t understand. LOL) Oh my, poor Hiro. T_T I’m not sure if this was the injury he mentioned before that made him stop playing for a while and focus on his studies instead. Oh, and hopefully he will be able to graduate this spring (same with Pi).

But really, such a naughty puppy. XD *defeated*